Honestly, thinking about my ideal vision of my dream life has to be one of the hardest question I’ve ever have to answer which is a bit funny considering it’s a question that has always been asked to pretty much all of us ever since we were young.
Despite knowing the answer to this question, I guess I still find it kind of hard to say it out loud or to write it for everyone to read. The things is, it’s an unrealistic dream life that can only happen to a few people. It’s not practical.
That is why my safe answer for this question has always been “I don’t know yet” because if you don’t know, then you don’t have to fail trying to pursue it. It’s the easiest way out. It’s a coward-thing for me to do, I know.
That’s mostly why I have been delaying writing this post because I didn’t really know what to say or decide.
But I guess recognizing and fully acknowledging that this dream is what I want out of life could be the first step in doing something about it.
I’ll have to admit that I’ve been day dreaming about the same ideal kind of life ever since I was little, and even now from time to time. As much as embarrassing it is to admit it, I’ve always dreamed of being a singer, singing the songs that I’ve written and pouring my heart out in front of a wide audience.
A recent dream I’ve come to find is being a writer and writing about fiction or self-help for people my age. I want to write books or articles that people and I, myself, want to read.
I know, It’s a child-like dream but hey, if i’m not gonna be a world famous singer or a best-selling writer then I can at least try writing and singing songs just for myself. I mean, that’s how it all starts anyway, right?
I’ve actually been taking free online songwriting courses and poetry workshops in Coursera. And I’ve been trying my best to post consistently here in my blog. It actually gives me a bit of happiness trying to learn about doing something that I am genuinely interested in.
I honestly don’t know where i’m going to go from this but I guess I am still hoping that taking the first step counts for something.
I really don’t want to overthink everything. I just figured, the world is in the middle of a pandemic, there’s a possibility that I can catch the virus and die, am I really going to keep lying to myself?
At the end of the day, the dream life would be spending your days doing something that you want, right?
I’m still a bit lost and confused about this but I have a feeling that i’m on the right track.
Hi, Reader! This topic was actually a bit uncomfortable for me to talk about because it’s something that I, myself have avoided thinking about but I guess, it’s something that I must do.
I never knew that loving yourself could mean loving your dreams too. I think this is a message that people must hear.
How about you, Reader? What’s your dream life? I’d love to hear it.